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crazy

let me be crazy with you, lord...
crazy, in love with you,
and spend some time
alone on the roads
that lead to the sun and the stars;

let me sing, let me dance,
let me rest in your arms,
let us be, let us share,
let us run with the wind.

let me be me
and be crazy with you,
totally crazy, in love with you, lord.

let me jump on your shadow
let me blow on your ear,
let us dream, let us touch,,
let us laugh through the tears.

let me be crazy with you , lord...

totally crazy and in love with you,
totally crazy, in love with you
by Ruth McLean

deciding

i want to say ... i have decided.
i want to say ... I HAVE DECIDED.

i want to end this obsession that i have had.

i want to finally close the book,
draw the curtain,
say "finit".

i want to move on with my life ......

as if to say this has not been my life.
as if to say this has just been
a very poorly acted melodrama.
as if to say this has really not been living.
as if to say i am really in charge here.

as if to say ...

life is so very, very, very tidy.
life proceeds a certain, acceptable, o.k. way.
life is living our moments in exactly
the manner we choose .

as if to say ...

life is the eternal fairy tale
we always hoped it would be.
humpty dumpty can be put back together again.
when all is said and done there will be a terrifically
happy ending here.

i want to say ... i have decided.
i want to say ... I HAVE DECIDED.

i am terrified of remaining in the empty desert
tortured by the hounds of

still deciding.
By Ruth McLean

The Lord's Prayer

O God,
You are mother and father to me
and so much more than I can imagine.
Your name is holy.
I spend time welcoming your influence
into my life and into my world.
I want your realm present to me.
May your desires be done now
as they are in the heavens.
Give me the bread I need for today;
I have confidence that you will look
after my necessities.
Forgive me for the ways I make you sad
As I try to forgive others
who have also disappointed
or hurt me.
Be with me as I depend on you
to lead me on the safe road,
struggling against false attractions,
protecting me from all forms of evil.

For you are everlasting,
My strength, my wisdom, my God.
By Ruth McLean